Finally a chock-ful of my "have-to-do" list has been cleared :D
With two tests and a presentation set aside, now I can concentrate fully on my performance with Ji! I am really excited to how much my ability can be stretched (although I know it won't be great, but hey it is nonetheless a try!), knowing that I will probably not have such a rare opportunity in the future.
"We are both noobs, who would want us". Any kind soul might try to disapprove that statement, but hey practically I doubt we would have the opportunity for such things in the future.
This week has really been eventful, and my eyes have been opened to the inner workings and systems that have been going on within what may seem like an ordinary class. I have experienced how close friends do really care for each other, how they look out for one another, but sometimes some battles have to be fought alone. Friends can help provide you with motivation, morale support, some guidance on tactics or give you extra provisions, but ultimately you are the one who wield the sword and shield and slay that inner monster (or obstruction) of yours.
It is also interesting to learn more about your friends. Well I realised how my relationships with some people are improving, as a result of increased efforts by both sides.
Shall especially commend both hc guys for trying to spend more time with me, simple things like tagging me on Facebook (obviously mass tags ain't included), randomly striking conversations with me etc. I would love to spend more time to get to know them better. There are so many things I want to know more about them, and include them in my life!
Also I am slowly getting that awesome feeling of having some people I can turn to when I am bored. Like what some of my friends said (some even blogged about it!) it feels good to be able to just be yourself and don't give any shit about your image and you know they won't judge you severely just because you acted like a flirt or a retard. But what is more special is that want to share most things you find/do with these people. I can safely say that I am starting to really understand why tight groups form. Of course there is also a limit to how much you can play with feelings, and tensions do come about when primal things start to take over. But in the time being, I should enjoy and appreciate those who want to be with me (:
Ok it's time to sleep.
My hair is dried!
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