What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Its a new term.
Hectic, but gonna be cool.
Busy, but gonna be worth it.
Stressful, but there are friends around.
Fun, cuz you are around!

First day of school term, unlike the first day of school year, there will be the usual scolding and lecturing by displeased teachers about our attitude..
*but seriously.. which student wants to do work during the holis*
Other than that.. I dare say today was rather slack =P .
haha.. some teachers were in relatively good mood.. wow . keep that up !! =X

at least I managed to rush through some work.. well .. still feeling sick.. and owing more and more work.
gotta spend 1 afternoon rushing through all such things.. haiz..
zzz

ciaoz.

how how ... 2 more days .. woots

i totally wasted, goofed off my precious time .. oh well how dumb can I be? But then .. how foolish I can be. no use regretted or complaining..

last 2 days to finish off my remaining work!

gosh ..
is my memory failing me now? ..
i keep forgetting.. misplacing my things..

now i jsut did that on others.. and he is very very angry..

GAH!! AHH

happy father's day..

and to me as well .. a father-to-be (but after a few more years? =P )

oh god..

watched the last episode of "Planet Earth" yesterday.
Its a weekly documentary, Every Wednesday 10.00pm on Arts Central ... and as the name goes, it tells you about Planet Earth and her wondrous, amazing, meticulous wildlife.

Yet I wonder, are we humans a bit too much?
Looking at all the magnificent wildlife, flora and fauna, breathtaking landscape, I cannot just sit there and stare fish-eyed in awe. It was just brilliant and beautiful. Maybe "beautiful" undermines the intricate ecology behind every ecosystem that they showed.

Animals, simple animals.. are able to survive in the harshest environment, living off what we deem as poison. Animals also work together, cooperate, in order to fight, or flight.
Yet why is there still this discrepancy between them and us?

We are just evolved forms, able to comprehend what we know as "languages". Yet other animals.. they do communicate, but in the series of squeaks, and other incomprehensible "language" exclusive to them.

Yet, we are taking this world like our own. Look around you, problems here.. day and night. Pollution, over-fishing, deforestation.
Countries sign pacts, go for meetings, agree over issues in general talks.. yet.. is anything done?

But still .. the human race will never understand, nor learn, not want to change. Its all part of evolution, human greed. Unlike predators.. whom once they finish their lunch, do not eat anymore... but us?

think again .. are we so called "sentient beings" ?


P.S. there's another documentary soon .. also same time slot.. If I rmb it comes out in July.. called In the Undergrowth ..

maybe...
i am not sure why ...
.
certain memories fade away like dust blown by the wind
whereas others can be as heavy and stone like rock.
why are some so easy to forget..
why are some so easy to remember?

i am not sure why to ...
how ever.. what's worst is to keep it all up in one-self...
memories.. embrace. them .. enjoy them .. relieve them ...

pain, suffering, anguish, hatred, jealousy, envy...
happiness, delightedness, enlightenment, surprise, excitement...

all the words.. to describe them ..
but still ... it matters on whether you want to remember, or forget..

what's done is done..
scold, "niao", bully, tease, shout, talked back at, cursed, swear
so what? its done!
rememebr them again .. and laugh at it., look at the bright side.... although its hard.. but time to come.. yu'll learn..

however, there are some times .. which you hope, you admire, you want.. yet you cant get it .. that... is one of the most difficult things to overcome ...

and i have that problem..

gosh .. sick how many times already T_T

.. maybe i should really sleep more .. gah..

darn .. not sure why ..
maybe i am ignorant? or maybe it just changed all of a sudden?

i can still remember my childhood times.. everyone day 5pm i would be downstairs at the nearby playground .. mingling.. having fun.. chasing, catching, cracking young-children jokes....
there was no problem with society.. as it seems..

but now i am 16.. sitting down in front of a laptop..
has the trend become like this?

look around you... the traditional flip-flops.. once no one wore it.. then now .. everyone seem to be wearing it .. furthurmore it is of certain brands..
sneakers have also come into play... hmm?

in addition to that...
instead of bermudas .. everyone seem to be wearing jeans.. even then .. some jeans have been purposely cut / torn .. hmm?

then for bags... sling bags.. ever since sec 1.. i have noticed that there has been a sudden trend of carrying sling-bags.. the last time i seen one carrying a sling bag is our neighbourhood postman ?
now everyone seem to be carrying them .. and again .. there has to be a certain brand to it..

i wonder...
there are other 1001 things that have changed..
but is it just part of societal change?
change due to modernisation? or ... signs of affluence in everyone?

well .. *shrug*

crap la.
why...

why am i slacking... ?

can anyone help me ..!!! grrr ... zzz aaahhhhhh ..

argh.
lost.

hmm
holidays

so far so good

completing my homework.. slowly.. (yet surely) =D
but then again .. i feel .. something's missing..
everyday i wake up.. i go to the computer .. DANG IT SPOILT.. then i go to TV and stone there..

but recently caught a relatively mild but devastating cold...
slept.. or rather stoned on the bed for like 5 hours each day (while you are awake) ..
grrr .. now better =)

then again .. i am bored
especially during the afternoon whilst others .. go to movies. go to LAN. go play basketball/pool. or even mug together ... i am stoning at home..

or maybe its something wrong with me? .. hmmm
i am not sure why
not sure how...
but then again..
other than me i suspect something's wrong inside...
inside ...
who .. i wont say..


then again ..
well.. holidays.. relax .. zzzz
but i think .. there's too much relaxing involved.. somehows the holidays dun seem to be that... nice after all?

cheer up! cheer up! cheer up! ... what they say. throw them away.. but then again ... easier said than done... hmmm ... =( ..
well .. guess the June holidays aint so fun after all ...