Wednesday, October 31, 2007

So.. O levels Higher Mother Tongue has just ended.

It may seem like freedom .. but think again.

this is only the first few 2.4km NAPFA test you have taken..
this is only the first few major hurdles you have encountered..
this is only the first few encounters with anxiety, excitement, curiousity...

ok let's get straight to the point..
this is only one of the first few exams you'll take
there is still the As, there is still your Unis, there is still that PhD, there is still that JOB...

can't slack
can slacken, but cannot slack
[Slack level: 0% |||||||||||||| 100%]

千万不可以停止,还要坚持,继续努力!

haiz .. sounds so cliche .. but that's what my parents tell me .. and also what my heart tells me..

but first thing I got home is to Switch on computer > Admire the dusty screen > Play DOTA > Dinner

oh wellz..

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

It is Just ONE more day!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

What the hell! Just 4 more days and I am down with a flu!!! Screw my nose

Friday, October 26, 2007

oh man.. why is my internet so screwed up.. zzzz
Singnet really need some quick fixes to their screwed up system.

anyways on the lighter side, Ortus Night yesterday was darn nice!
I bet its the best in my whole 4 years in Hwachong.
Aside from the $5 dinner that we get.. I shant complain .. but you should know what it was.. at least they redeemed it with an outstanding performance ..

the emcees were really great at entertaining us.. even as Sec 3s. witty remarks and laughable jokes... even though some parts were rather an anticlimax .. but even then .. they are really good! thumbs up!

oh yes... yew wei's band was DARN GREAT! (other than the 2nd song) .... Zhenyang's nice voice ... the 3 uber guitarists (Jon, Yew wei and Wei Leong) and of course... LEONG the drummer... really good cohesion .. pounded our hearts and everyone else!!

haha another unforgettable one : teacher's musical..
didnt know the singing talent in my Physics and Chem teacher for 2 years! hehe .. the songs they sang were rather old songs =/ ... but nevertheless they did it very well.. very well indeed....
HOWEVER.. the closing abit zzzz lolz....

overall... almost everyone got darn high haha ... but not all the time..
at least for me .. I enjoyed myself =) .

YEA!

Friday, October 19, 2007

Batch Dinner 2007 : Framed Reality has just ended. Tossing and turning, unable to sleep for 30 minutes already. Drats, the tea. Downed quite a number of cups... But such dinner tea should usually be decaffeinated. Maybe its my preoccupied mind.

Looking at the key people that made the dinner such a nice success. They are all leaders. Hwa Chong is a place for leaders, nurturing leaders, developing leaders. By the time you are Secondary 4, you should be a leader in a certain "industry".

But not all.
Looking at my own, I think I have rather not lived up to the standard. I am neither here nor there. I am not notable for anything, I aint even good in what I do for my own CCA - computing. Maybe I am just an attention-seeker, but hey... what do I have? The things I like, I do not excel.
In a class where competition is really stiff, getting 1.00 is nothing but common. Ok add in some errors, 1.1 to 1.2. I bet more than 50% of my class mates can at least get the Outstanding Student Award, a couple will go on to get the All Round Excellence award. But me? Nothing. Even with all the additions from ACE and CA marks. All the people who are emceeing, "celebrating" tonight, are all those who are notable, have good grades and so forth. Whereas for me? Hmm I really wonder.

I guess I was overconfident, or maybe I am actually just dumb in the first place. I always say I want to change, but when I am alone, things do not turn out for the better.
Maybe I am too over zealous or something.. or issit the environment, or just me alone?

I apologise if I have insulted you in any form in anyway or another.

Friday, October 05, 2007

woots
left with:

Chinese composition
Geography
More Mathematics

and we are done.
omgosh its so near!

Monday, October 01, 2007

woots Chemistry exam over!

Final listings:

English
Chinese
Mathematics
Biology
Physics
Chemistry
Humanities (History)
Humanities (Geography)


Days to go: 8 days

woo hooo i have never felt scammed by an examination. mug so hard, yet the questions test so little about what I thought would be a main topic =X

to think again, that means I will have a higher chance of scoring better.. so hmm I WISH THIS WOULD BE THE SAME FOR THE REST AS WELLL!!