Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I dont watch shows often... but

一枝梅 is just so <333333
sleep
   /slip/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [sleep] Show IPA Pronunciation
verb, slept, sleep⋅ing, noun
–verb (used without object)
1. to take the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness; cease being awake.
2. Botany. to assume, esp. at night, a state similar to the sleep of animals, marked by closing of petals, leaves, etc.
3. to be dormant, quiescent, or inactive, as faculties.
4. to be careless or unalert; allow one's alertness, vigilance, or attentiveness to lie dormant: While England slept, Germany prepared for war.
5. to lie in death: They are sleeping in their tombs.
–verb (used with object)
6. to take rest in (a specified kind of sleep): He slept the sleep of the innocent.
7. to accommodate for sleeping; have sleeping accommodations for: This trailer sleeps three people.
8. to spend or pass in sleep (usually fol. by away or out): to sleep the day away.
9. to recover from the effects of (a headache, hangover, etc.) by sleeping (usually fol. by off or away).



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there are more definitions..

Whatever! I shall go sleep! Damnit, stupid weather!!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Was listening to Tattoo...
"I learn every time I bleed"
Why the hell is all the dads on leave on the last few weeks of the year? Why can't they just claim all of them during the year, must wait till the last few weeks?!


DAMNIT F**K

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Shit.. i keep breaking my promises

what the hell

sorry... but I am really really sorry that I keep breaking all my promises and the trust you put in me... and in the meantime causing you all this pain.

I know that the wait cannot be taken for granted, but... I am doing my best but my environment won't! DAMNIT

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Oreo Ice Blended!

1. Put in ice
2. Put in some milk
3. Put in Oreo
4. BLEND THEM

:D
Oreo ice blended! Gosh, my homemade oreo is damned thick =P, due to apparent lack of cost-cutting measures hehe!

tip: reduce on ice and add in more cold fresh milk to make your ice blended thicker
gosh i AM waking up later and later...
and my limbs are getting more and more tired ...

Friday, December 26, 2008

Crying

Someone please teach me how to cry.
I just can't seem to cry. Maybe it is a boy's thing or something. But I have seen other boys doing it too! So what's wrong with me? Damnit.

Why can't I just "cry it out and then get over with it" or something? Why must that incessant thing be stuck in my head?

Wait, I deserved it anyway, so who am I to ask for help.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Have I lost?

Have I lost it?
All these while there was negligence on my part, bad assumptions were made, and hence a rift was created.

Sometimes I wonder, am I worth it? I know I should'nt be thinking about this, but it just seems to be a nagging part of me.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

me²

1.Who is the person who tagged you?
fine... josh and weisin tagged me.. guess I got to do it then >.<
I shall answer to both at the same time! :D

2.The relationship between you and her/him?
"Complicated" seems like the latest word to use. Well, for 2 of them... they are my girl friends :D

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
Weisin: shorter than me, longer hair than me, gets high faster than me, likes to pout & lively!
Josh: taller than me, longer hair than me, i remember her smile vividly lol... thinking sort and moody sometimes (cheer up!)

4.If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
Both: Wahaha, I'll wage a war! GoGo!

5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
No words. Actions first! :D

6.The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is… ?
I shall eat humble pie! :)

7.The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is… ?
MY HAIR IS CURLY! ok la, it is getting better nowadays.. maybe it is due to me getting numb by it.
I rush into things? And I also think too much, as in look too deep into things.

8.For the person whom you hate the most, you say…?
I don't see a reason why I will hate anyone. Unless you kill my loved ones..

9.What do people feel about you?
Not sure lehz, please tell me (honestly please tell me)

10.Who do you have a crush on?
The paper in my hand currently. ... *enters dustbin! :D*

11.The most ideal person you want to be is… ?
an improved myself :D (I like weisin’s answer (and josh's too) :D)
ok la.. maybe some improvement to my stature, as well as my EQ... not sure if it is there..

12.Pass on this quiz to 5 people : (without looking at the questions below!)
1. Chin Ying
2. Vanice
3. Qiao wei
4. Felix (lol)
5. CELIA!

13.If no.2 & no.3 were together, what will happen?
(vanice + qiao wei) girl + girl = ughz

14.Who does no.5 like?
(CELIA) _____________

15.What colour does no.1 like?
(Chin ying) Oh no, I don’t know too! :( Hmm. Maybe black?

16.Say something about no.3.
(Qiao wei) She's nice? :)

17.Who is no.2?
(Vanice) A girl too! Wahahaha, a lover of this guy called Daiki! hehe

18.Talk about no.5.
(CELIA) My mei! Contemplative, nice to be with and talk to :) We should meet up again!

19.Who is no.1?
(chin ying) Chairman of my old cca! wahahaha! currently trapped in icy Beijing :(

20.Who is the sexiest person amongst them?
Oh no.. i am not answering this! That's for me to know hehe

21.What colour does no.4 like?
(felix) :O colour questions again? Gah.. black because his blog is black? :P

22.Is no.4 single?
(felix) mmmmmmm.... can't tell hehehehe

23.What is your relationship with no.1?
(chin ying) dont think too much into it :)

24. Are no.1 & no.3 best friends?
(chin ying + qiao wei) Don’t think so.

25.What is no.5’s surname?
(celia) WONG!!

26.What is no.1’s nickname?
(chin ying) :O frostfang? :P

27.What things do you wish to say to no.3?
(qiao wei) gah.. lol .. hi?

28.What will you do to help no.5?
(celia) help in? mm providing myself whenever company is needed?

29.Who does no.1 admire?
(chin ying) ME!

30.Where does no.1 live?
(chin ying) OH SHIT I 4got! I know its near school?!

31.Does the 5 of them know who you like?
*innocent smile*

32.What do you wish to say when you see no.2?
(vanice) Hi! HAHA. It is always polite to start with a "hi" .... :D
Oh my... I think I got into the habit of watching shows!

ah, I love 赤子之心 as well as 一枝梅, these Korean shows have nice and down to earth plots la! (but still have that sense of reel life)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Dumbbells

woots, my father bought a pair of 4kg dumbbells !!


mmm shall go train on it! wheee (what a lazy ass I am)
gosh, I need to be able to carry girls and show off meh abs :D
hehe

ok la 4kg is a start for me! XD
just feeling a bit down mmmm

am I really up to it?

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Wahaha Girls watch this!



ohh my god, my past 20 minutes were fun and laughter! wahahaha

WIN!



"oscar-worthy acting skills" anyone?

Eggs & Shirt

Lol. Nothing to do.. or rather don't want to do anything.. so I found them! Haha, they provide step-by-step guides !! :O




X'mas is coming

I need to buy cards to send out =D

Friday, December 19, 2008

at a loss

Haven't been blogging, because I don't feel like.

because I do not know what to do

Thursday, December 18, 2008

someone wanted me to blog
so here is it!

a blogpost!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

I love my handpicked song list.
Just the perfect remedy to almost any emotional situation.

They enable me to escape this hysterical world :)
drown myself in the melodious music, and singing to myself - shall only let myself listen to my screwed up voice =X

Crazy

This is getting crazy. It seems as if my parents look through my handphone or something.

And I really wonder how small their social circle is (was). All I have to do is to chat with anyone from the opposite sex now and then and they suspect that I have a relationship brewing.
eh wait, no. All I have to do is LOOK like chatting online (virtually anything with lines and lots of pictures) and they think I am foolishly trapped in teenage "crushes".

And somehow they just think that as long as I am touching my handphone, I am smsing some girl out there just for the purpose of fun.
Oh my gosh.


What can I do?
How I wish I can play catch-up with people.
How I wish I can just do things without getting unwanted responses from other people.

How I wish I can just meet some people, MSN is getting a bit too dry.
Sometimes it can be really hard to play the good boy.

Maybe because I have already firm standings on what I deem is right... but then again, won't this erode the meaning of "advice"?

Saturday, December 13, 2008

oh god
my parents need to know when to stop reminding me about my work, it is not as if I don't know it is coming! >.<

damn

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Why are cousins so cute?!!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

I love making blunders.
They are so great.

They make you waste time, and waste resources - and hence let you realise the importance of time and resources.
They allow your unhappy feelings to surface, which otherwise might have been restrained inside you.

Really.

oh well, enjoy my sarcasm...
maybe its just another tiring day for me...

Monday, December 08, 2008

Swords and Magic

Sometimes I just wish there will be this mad and evil monster who will snatch away someone that I like, and then I will be having this uber enchanted sword and go through all ends and means to kill that monster, like exchanging 999999 blows and having a grueling 999 hours of fighting.
Then I finally can free the girl that I like and we are in love forever.








Stupid movies, stop showing things that only make us dream.
Gah.
But anyways, isn't it nice to think about it sometimes?

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Forgot to blog yesterday!
whee
downloaded movies and more movies! especially animated ones.
haha can't think of anything else that will be well-received by people of all ages (literally)

yesterday went to Curry Wok for de first time!
just realised its not bad, though its quite expensive


and right now, my mathematics solving rate is down to a mere 1 question/hour, even primary school kids solve 100 mathematics question in 2 hours la!

die
got to buck up and not get distracted

lunch anyone? :)

Saturday, December 06, 2008

money!

wheee i earned money by cleaning the house! >.<

ok la, it is not alot, but well, doing something and getting a reward is really.. rewarding? hehe

shan't disclose how much I earn, it is really little.. just a little bit more than my total allowance for 1 week haha.
in the first place doing the housework shouldn't be charged right?

god. i like swiss chocolates!

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Golden Touch

Sian, I need the golden touch. Really. The golden touch.
My experiments have failed me like... rar

ok la, I think its typical of most research, but the thing is time is not on my side.
3 more weeks and I have to seriously start writing the paper. Minus 1 week for holiday (with my family), and another week to complete a new set of experiment, I am left with 1 buffer week
and 1 week is not alot to begin with

grah

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Why do I have the knack of visualizing people whom I MSN with wearing pyjamas or nightwear?
...
quite funny, especially when you add in the mitten hat

Monday, December 01, 2008

sian
people flying off
people already flew off
people just stay off

and i just missed an apparently fun time of See2

god
i am quite bored now
this morning, I almost thought that pillows were people LOL