i have never come home so early before.. especially this year (JC year)

anyways.. i got a pleasant call... but this has led me to another case of mis-timings...

and i just realised i got "kicked" out of another, maybe due to my inactivity ...

where are my priorities? got to balance it

This is my 201st Post! 3 cheers !

to celebrate this 201 post ... i am dedicating this post to every reader =D .. + special people ... wakakaka



(Initially, I wanted to emo / blog about something ... but somehow I just didn't feel like it now)

Choose to learn, learn to choose?

Have I been playing mind games with myself?
I am not sure....

All I know however... school isn't what it was originally meant to be...

Internationally: We are fish in the big ocean
School-wise: We are fish in just a smaller ocean

How do I balance, fun with work, add in other aspects... emotions, feelings, relationships... by the way, fun covers aspects that are not covered by work.. and work is mainly - academics + your CV

Choice, I just wish I had more knowledge to make me choose better

FYI: Learn to choose, is not learning how to make decisions, but rather learning knowledge in order to make decisions ....

1st Day of School (Once more)

This is the 2nd time I shall say this sentence in 2008.
6th time since Sec 4
10th time since Sec 3

It is the 1st day of school!!!

oh well
nothing usual... just come here to be greeted with a mathematics test which I shall not brood about...
Other than that, nothing much has changed, or at least I think so.

At least this first day of school sounds better than some other schools =P

so fun
test in 6 hours
school in 5 hours

holidays
1. homework .. had to rush again .. as usual god damnit
2. going out .. woo ?
3. nothing else... do I have that much time?
4. NRP interview << LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!

after all these years (or just months)..

i can finally settle ... or rather my heart.
mmmm

this holiday

its just cases of perfect mis-timing
so packed

have to make decisions and sacrifices....
but then.. my parents sacrificed so much more... so shouldn't I spend some time with them while I can?

stupid rain
why must you spoil today ?

make my jeans wet
make my books wet
make my umbrella wet
make my jacket wet
and make my heart sad
=(

oh well.. wasnt able to do what i wanted to do today...
but it was fun though =D

黄城夜韵 2008 - its just the beginning

你好，我是X!

back home at 10am
ate a plate of lovely kuay chap in Bukit Timah Food Centre for breakfast today with Siheng, Anastasia, June, Jon Neo and Bai Hui

Preset: Bed + Shower
L1 Ready: Prepare to bath
L1 Go: Bathing
L2 Ready: Prepare to sleep
L2 Go: Sleep

well slept for a whopping 6 hours + (and counting)
tired
and not satisfied

what a wonder ending to this dramatic drama performance...
i got a sprained ankle and a small swelling at my calf
above all i got something which probably is one of the nicest things I ever got...

黄城夜韵，让你梦想起飞！
oh man...
i think i got the PhD already (Post Huang Cheng syndrome)

I just kept feeling something's missing
I remembered stoning at the 妈妈 place outside the admin block with Quinn and Karen for quite a while... maybe 20+ minutes.. just silently contemplating the time we spent there... even though it was pretty much slacking.. it was like hours there everyday ... even more than the time I actually spent stoning at the class bench

啊翰，没事了，没事了。

to think that during huang cheng i was consistently wanting to go home... the urge just faded away that night...
Not sure la.. feeling sad it has ended, and also relieved that I have time to pursue my other things like science and stuff... mmm I hope I will keep in touch with these friends... these people whom I spent with all these while..
alton chang and hui jin.. these 2 whom I really talked to ... funny people they are... =)

灯光和音响是好朋友

Still remember the orientation when Siheng said that... haha laughed man
well can see why it is so after all. I think they also rock... and they are a bunch of really interesting people ... =DDD
We should have taken a pic of 灯光+音响 together ... mmm maybe the rest (of 灯光）don't feel it.. but I feel it though...

there's really nothing much that can fill up this void ... maybe 黄城2009? Thinking of which... I can look forward for it very soon.. just another few more months...

I still miss you
I still feel you
Like I am still in it
Doing it again and again

Words are replaying over and over
Just can't get it off my head
Memories that will never fade
Friendship that will ever last


anyways.. thanks to all who came to support us =D luv you all
haha the 12 people from 08S74 who came + the seniors + Eccubers + other friends.. even Kah Loke =DDD

i am so excited for tommorrow..
going to victoria theatre..

in 2 days time..
all our "work"... boiled down into just 3 shows
just 3 shows

thanks you guys/gals for buying tix ! =D
love you all

too tired to really blog .. these days..

=D