Having spent some time with someone now, I just realised how relaxed my life really is.
Wondering what I have been spending my time with?

Am I too afraid to try out new things? Or am I just afraid I got no time in the future?

Well, for one, the person just practically signs up for anything he/she can land her/his hands on, and me... I have to think twice about whether I have time or plans....
but again, what are these plans? slack? goof off? study?
even if I am studying, I am studying at 30% efficiency...

hmmmmm
time to change my habits

and on a second note.. sometimes I wish I know what other people are thinking about