so I must say that my quest for higher education and scholarships shall end for now.. ok take a break at least.
I realised it has been quite mentally strenuous, trying to think through the various questions, how to answer them, how to select universities and whether I have looked far and hard enough.
I shall take a breather, before I start applying to universities and scholarships again, and the round repeats.

However, i do hope that I need not restart the cycle again, that would probably make me one of the rare few amongst my friends having to apply next year for another shot - many have already obtained what they wanted/what they needed/what they could have already...