Why am I wasting my time helping the CCA that provided me with one of my first true social circle?

Why must everything I do be wrong? Why must everything I like to do is wrong? Why must it that I follow you ALL the time? Why is it that my life is not led by me, but by you?

Sorry, I know you have good interests in heart for me, but sometimes it has gone too far, and I think it has instead made it the other way round.