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The Real Thing by Bo Bice

Every word I say, I mean it
Every single day, I feel it

But sometimes when you talk
It's obvious you want to show it
So don't blow it

Chorus:
Tell me what we got, tell me it's a lot, tell me it's the real thing
Tell me not to change and always be the same, tell me that's a good thing
It's a good thing
Tell me not to lie, tell me not to wait
Tell me that you want the same things as me
Tell me that it's fate driving me insane
Tell me it's the real thing
That keeps me hanging on

I can read the signs between us
I feel it inside when you come nearer
There's a stillness in the air like no one else is there
And every moment stays in the moment
Yeah

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Love the song, it has kind of summed up most of these feelings that I have been getting here and there, all these years.
I can chat, but whenever it comes to face to face... I get butterflies in my stomach and I just back away and be a loner. I can't seem to start conversations, yet others are able to just *snap* and everyone will start chatting and laughing... why?

argh..


Oh my god. Can you imagine I am gunna be an EMCEE for the upcoming conference?
Even though there's relatively lesser people, but its still an EMCEE! OMG OMG OMG... hahah at least I can do with someone else >> JOEL !! If I cannot even strike up conversations with friends, lest maintain one.. how about this?
But I shall take on the job, I gonna make SEE2 rock! YEA!!!