what is this.
i couldn't get pass sembcorp round 2
and now keppel round 1 also cannot
what is happening to me? why is it like this? can anyone explain for my failures?


all these while, i have been clinching on hope that i can get keppel, at least bring me to the final rounds and i will feel much better
kicked out at first stage, after supposedly "ruminating" for so long? please...


what IS happening? (ironically, there's a book of "scholarship guide" beside me, and looking at all those smiling faces)
i really want to .. just break down and cry. there's only so much optimism that is contained within me.. will I be subjected to despair?
and sometimes, the past is something which will haunt you inevitably, if not you, then others around you