Prelims have ended, and GP was returned last week. Apparently many did badly, needless to say I was also one of the (unfortunate?) weak students with pathetic marks.
I shall console myself with the fact that GP in Hwachong is severely under-marked as compared to A levels, or that the marker was super strict, or maybe it was my bad day.

It is quite funny, that I am sure this is an anomaly with other subjects. Normally when one does badly at a certain subject, the general attitude towards it is proportionate to the grade obtained - which is a downward trend. But for GP, I am still very much like (in love?) it in the sense that it is one topic that we can really put our feelings when we are writing, or rather its obviously applicable. This anomalous feeling has been going on for months, and I am pretty damn sure this is an outlier in terms of the relationship between interest and grade.

Anyway, I just cut myself with a knife whilst chopping meat. A very tiny cut, but it somehow seems to act as a constant reminder of my weakness - that my overconfidence that is probably brewing inside me could be my greatest shortcoming in the incoming examination. How I link? I always thought that I could cut the vegetables/meat without hurting myself - of course without regards to the other niceties like shape and uniformity of the pieces. And now I just cut myself, which evidently insinuate (lol?) that I am hurt and that I will .... fumble.

Which I may for prelims....