bloody shit
the only word you know about me is "zombie"?
you think you don't fare any better than me in terms of being "zombiefied"?

both of you, day after day, also tired and weary
sometimes don't even know what you all are doing
tell me to sleep early when you dont
tell me to make proper decisions when sometimes you don't even make any good ones
tell me i am a lousy decision maker when I was having your interest at heart

what is this seriously?
If I am really "zombiefied", do you think I can still properly think or walk?
What's wrong with waking up early to do my work, you tell me every second is precious. I am doing so, and you still put me down.
It seems that all you all are good at is putting me down.
Constantly questioning what I am doing.
Yes I know you are worried, but hello? Look at who you are speaking.
Evidently you all don't know the age you live in, you think hardcore mugging and plain copying will save the day?
You think just doing and doing will help? PSLE is unlike A levels ok?

I know I may sound naive or stupid, but haven't you been so too?
I think its time you all have to reflect upon yourself
I know I am given autonomy and space, and I am using them well in my own opinion
I know you have high expectations/hopes on me
I know you are heavily pressured by work-related stress
But don't you think, its high time you all reflect on yourselves?