I dont want this.
but I have to do it.

My results have totally gone rock-bottom. Second last in class. MSG of 3.89. WHAT THE F**K ?

man i screwed up totally.
maybe I am over confident, over complacent, did not study .. oh well..

shit
whatever the case.. i am going to mugging mode from today onwards.. already have a schedule ahead of me.

all I wish is to have a peaceful surrounding to study, do not want my parents to add salt to the wound.
oh well...