I have been randoming throughout the day...
however.. randoming to myself only..

thoughts.
ideas.

whatever you call it

不知道我如何这么样
天天又想同样的回事
却不能又不会处理它
可能我太着急了，
可能我太着慌了，
可能我太糊涂了，
什么也不懂不会
只好默默地过生活。。。

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and I just felt very surprised and ... cold... after hearing something