ok, it is quite amazing how my mood can shift from one end to the other extreme
why must it be night times when all the moody issues are brought to light (pun intended)
I did not really appreciate the nature of the problem until I had a glimpse of how full blown it was
You cannot imagine how confused, hurt, I felt
I am not defending anyone, I also agree with some of them
But the polarity they have are just too great for my objective mind to take
Maybe I have overestimated people's ability to stay objective
And the mistakes I made today
And the realisation that I was still "crippled", just makes me hurt so much more
just forced me to break another promise
and skip something which I sorely miss and want to devote my time to
practicalities sometimes really suck
let me enjoy idealism for a moment thank you
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