I tell you being riddled with guilt is no fun thing.
really
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
screw ups
sian my mind is just flooded of the screws up that I have made over this short time span
and remember, these are screw ups IN MY PERSPECTIVE
1. Biology - C
2. Only gave 2 "credential" in H3 application
3. PW WR grammer flops
4. Laptop battery - overcharge it, did not let it discharge
5. Didn't prepare qusetions for OP Q&A
6. Broke promises now and then
and now this
and remember, these are screw ups IN MY PERSPECTIVE
1. Biology - C
2. Only gave 2 "credential" in H3 application
3. PW WR grammer flops
4. Laptop battery - overcharge it, did not let it discharge
5. Didn't prepare qusetions for OP Q&A
6. Broke promises now and then
and now this
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
What a leader I am
What a great leader am I.
Doing things without consulting the rest first, and yet when time was given FORGOT to ask for help
Furthermore my English language ability is also severely limited.
Great
Now I screwed up my team's Work Report, I am really really sorry. But apologising is not enough, oh man.
Next time I should just, not be a leader anymore. Shit
Doing things without consulting the rest first, and yet when time was given FORGOT to ask for help
Furthermore my English language ability is also severely limited.
Great
Now I screwed up my team's Work Report, I am really really sorry. But apologising is not enough, oh man.
Next time I should just, not be a leader anymore. Shit
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
MY COMPUTER!!!
What have I done to deserve such thing?
Computer's adaptor screwed already. So now I can't expect my last-for-30-minutes battery to work until PW?
mmm
Computer's adaptor screwed already. So now I can't expect my last-for-30-minutes battery to work until PW?
mmm
Monday, October 27, 2008
bored
yay, free holiday
but think again, sometimes I just wish we get like 3 hours of school each day. Maybe do nothing but stone in classroom doing "PW", I don't mind really. Staying at home is such a bore, and when my computer is screwing up, playing almost any worthwhile games can be quite a chore to my patience.
I want to go to school so I can meet my friends and play com or talk cock or just be together. Ya, I do complain waking up at 6am and dragging my tired soul to school, only to stay there for just 2,3 hours then making my way home. But seriously, school is where your friends are. Of course you can go out, however, the wallet can get threatened, and I am not the sort who spends.
Project Work is actually indeed fun, especially when you have slogged your hearts out over the past few months with the same people. I can be said as being very lucky - my group has 4 dedicated members. Ok we might slack halfway, but at least they attempt and they do their work. But then, during PW, I get to interact with them and talk with them. It is so much better than plain mugging by oneself!
Games can only make you happy for a while. Gah. I wish I can go to school now. I wish I can see some people now, or just someone.
but think again, sometimes I just wish we get like 3 hours of school each day. Maybe do nothing but stone in classroom doing "PW", I don't mind really. Staying at home is such a bore, and when my computer is screwing up, playing almost any worthwhile games can be quite a chore to my patience.
I want to go to school so I can meet my friends and play com or talk cock or just be together. Ya, I do complain waking up at 6am and dragging my tired soul to school, only to stay there for just 2,3 hours then making my way home. But seriously, school is where your friends are. Of course you can go out, however, the wallet can get threatened, and I am not the sort who spends.
Project Work is actually indeed fun, especially when you have slogged your hearts out over the past few months with the same people. I can be said as being very lucky - my group has 4 dedicated members. Ok we might slack halfway, but at least they attempt and they do their work. But then, during PW, I get to interact with them and talk with them. It is so much better than plain mugging by oneself!
Games can only make you happy for a while. Gah. I wish I can go to school now. I wish I can see some people now, or just someone.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
omg my laptop is pissing me
it seems to be decomposing
after PW OP
I am going to claim back my warranty for
1. Adaptor wear and tear (connection is super loose and there are bare wires)
2. My battery only lasts for 30 minutes, and I wasn't even using it for anything (meaning no open programs)
3. My CD Drive is undetected AGAIN, god damned third time
4. My processor is degrading, I took 10 minutes to type this post cuz 5 minutes was due to pure lag
it seems to be decomposing
after PW OP
I am going to claim back my warranty for
1. Adaptor wear and tear (connection is super loose and there are bare wires)
2. My battery only lasts for 30 minutes, and I wasn't even using it for anything (meaning no open programs)
3. My CD Drive is undetected AGAIN, god damned third time
4. My processor is degrading, I took 10 minutes to type this post cuz 5 minutes was due to pure lag
Friday, October 24, 2008
"with your current grades, you will never get a scholarship"
shit i am really quite scared and worried. seeing how many people could do the impossible (4 As) in Hwachong alone, it is quite scary.
what more about RJC?
how about ACJC?
gosh
I really need to study hard
like hard
but at the same time not neglecting the people I love, my friends...
sorry people, I aim high, so please don't go "get 2 As is already good enough la"
and I am just being direct
shit i am really quite scared and worried. seeing how many people could do the impossible (4 As) in Hwachong alone, it is quite scary.
what more about RJC?
how about ACJC?
gosh
I really need to study hard
like hard
but at the same time not neglecting the people I love, my friends...
sorry people, I aim high, so please don't go "get 2 As is already good enough la"
and I am just being direct
Monday, October 20, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
a frayed kite got trapped amongst the reaching branches of the tree
a boy stood below, eying that much "coveted" prize up there
he attempts to bring it down
passerbys watched, and wondered how this boy's aiming could be so retarded
he was instead throw twigs and sticks that he could pick up towards a catch in the tree, which was at least 2 metres away from that colourful distinctive object
later, he called in additional reinforcements as the form of his parents
he attempted to climb up the tree by stepping on his father's shoulders
his father attempted to throw more sticks and twigs, with much greater accuracy but still not enough
all to no avail
upon further investigation, the boy was missing one slipper
and the boy is me
a boy stood below, eying that much "coveted" prize up there
he attempts to bring it down
passerbys watched, and wondered how this boy's aiming could be so retarded
he was instead throw twigs and sticks that he could pick up towards a catch in the tree, which was at least 2 metres away from that colourful distinctive object
later, he called in additional reinforcements as the form of his parents
he attempted to climb up the tree by stepping on his father's shoulders
his father attempted to throw more sticks and twigs, with much greater accuracy but still not enough
all to no avail
upon further investigation, the boy was missing one slipper
and the boy is me
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
getting crushed
ok whee
i failed gp ... zzz
oh wells, my confidence kinda got shaken. now i am like dreading receiving my mathematics, my gp, my bio and stuff
suddenly i feel so burdened, the weight of numerous expectations on me
expectations from my friends, my family, my teachers (even though they don't explicitly state theirs) and my own self.
really
help
i am getting crushed
i failed gp ... zzz
oh wells, my confidence kinda got shaken. now i am like dreading receiving my mathematics, my gp, my bio and stuff
suddenly i feel so burdened, the weight of numerous expectations on me
expectations from my friends, my family, my teachers (even though they don't explicitly state theirs) and my own self.
really
help
i am getting crushed
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Chem Promo Back
today was the first paper back
the first time i got back my paper in an auditorium
obviously chemistry has one of the largest cohort in the school :P
had decent grades, but I didn't do as well as I thought I would. Disappointed with my results and careless results. Gah!
To others, you might whine and complain and say that I should already be happy with what I have, but what if the "level" of success for me is higher? Don't I have the "right" to also emo and feel bad at the same time?
it is that shit feeling when you know you can do better but you just can't seem to do so
its like I am working inside the PPC curve all the time (econs version)
its like the limits of my results is that coveted "80 or 90" (maths version)
the first time i got back my paper in an auditorium
obviously chemistry has one of the largest cohort in the school :P
had decent grades, but I didn't do as well as I thought I would. Disappointed with my results and careless results. Gah!
To others, you might whine and complain and say that I should already be happy with what I have, but what if the "level" of success for me is higher? Don't I have the "right" to also emo and feel bad at the same time?
it is that shit feeling when you know you can do better but you just can't seem to do so
its like I am working inside the PPC curve all the time (econs version)
its like the limits of my results is that coveted "80 or 90" (maths version)
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Wakeboarding
ouch
ow
ooomph!
whee i love my new tan
other than my 2 thighs which are sunburnt, i got decent tan on my hands! (and only my hands :( )
haha
wakeboarding rox! sorry if i make you all jealous, but heh!
too bad couldn't show any abs :P
but then I was able to wakeboard ONE-HANDED haha pro or not? :P
ow
ooomph!
whee i love my new tan
other than my 2 thighs which are sunburnt, i got decent tan on my hands! (and only my hands :( )
haha
wakeboarding rox! sorry if i make you all jealous, but heh!
too bad couldn't show any abs :P
but then I was able to wakeboard ONE-HANDED haha pro or not? :P
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
Go Kevin GO!
even after the carnage of promotional examination is left behind to mere traces of my memory, I have to still approach old stuff like Project Work, NRP + other holiday activities. GO Kevin GO !
Thursday, October 02, 2008
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