Before you all start niao-ing me ....
here's a basic convo with my parents
"What? Only _ _? Do you know how lousy is that?"
"ya"
"Mathematics used to be your strongest subject, and you always seemed to be careless since Primary One, ok maybe not during PSLE"
"But PSLE I had the chance to check and double check and triple check. But in this mathematics test it is impossible... as by the time I finished I only had enough time to breathe and then it is up"
"I understand, but at least you can do better than _ _?"
"Ya, I can..."
"See, told you... your late night revision made you a gong and black out during the examination. No wonder careless. Next time NO more late nights for you!"
so ...
high expectations?
how ?
Sunday, June 29, 2008
amazing ability of mine
i just realised i have this amazing ability to
switch moods.. like alt-tab between your programs so yea...
like talking to a serious person in one hand and yet chatting in another tone to another person
so mmmmm
switch moods.. like alt-tab between your programs so yea...
like talking to a serious person in one hand and yet chatting in another tone to another person
so mmmmm
Friday, June 27, 2008
what happened
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...
ISFJ-The Protector
You scored 45% I to E, 53% N to S, 48% F to T, and 47% J to P!
The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You are sensitive to criticism and will withdraw rather than fight back. You wish to be appreciated for your loyalty and whole hearted nuturing. Your values must be respected and you thrive on consideration and kindness.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ISFJ
As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You are sensitive to criticism and will withdraw rather than fight back. You wish to be appreciated for your loyalty and whole hearted nuturing. Your values must be respected and you thrive on consideration and kindness.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ISFJ
Take The LONG Scientific Personality Test at HelloQuizzy
interesting..
i was ESFJ last time
what happened?
but then again... looking at the values.. i am hovering here and there
and i think the description fits me greatly..
i am not trying to 吹牛 or anything.. but yea
Affirmation
Affirmation Lyrics
Artist(Band):Savage Garden
Review The Song (43) Print the Lyrics
Complimentary "Affirmation" Ringtone
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)
Until you say goodbye
Oh no no no no no ( Repeats itself many times fading)
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just realised, this is one thing which fuels people ... especially for me
it is one thing that keeps me going
affirmation to others
and
affirmation from others
in whatever possible...
be it friendship, love, work...
my friends out there, you may not know it, but simple gestures like talking is enough :)
appreciation
thanks!
Artist(Band):Savage Garden
Review The Song (43) Print the Lyrics
Complimentary "Affirmation" Ringtone
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)
Until you say goodbye
Oh no no no no no ( Repeats itself many times fading)
--------------------------------------------------------
just realised, this is one thing which fuels people ... especially for me
it is one thing that keeps me going
affirmation to others
and
affirmation from others
in whatever possible...
be it friendship, love, work...
my friends out there, you may not know it, but simple gestures like talking is enough :)
appreciation
thanks!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Mathematics... please
help me in maths plz!
(serious)
never had such lack of confidence in mathematics in my life
(serious)
never had such lack of confidence in mathematics in my life
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
last minute desperation
with less than 24 hours away..
i hope that reciting econs notes helps :D
with someone at least
i hope that reciting econs notes helps :D
with someone at least
Saturday, June 21, 2008
You Are 51% Burned Out |
 You're fairly burned out, and it shows. You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately. If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important. You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you. |
lol .. is that supposed to be good or not ? ... means I havent been studying hard enough? :O
What Your Sleeping Position Says |
 You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper |
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
die now my parents know
lol !!!
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and my mouth is now super sweet thanks to a mouthful of gummy bears
yum yum... just plain love gummy sweets :D
wheeee today was productive...
i think the last week of holidays has kinda awakened me, I shall start at full speed (or rather increased speed)
*starts to dust my files*
lol !!!
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and my mouth is now super sweet thanks to a mouthful of gummy bears
yum yum... just plain love gummy sweets :D
wheeee today was productive...
i think the last week of holidays has kinda awakened me, I shall start at full speed (or rather increased speed)
*starts to dust my files*
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
A QUIZ!!
yep, you asked me to do it :)
Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Tag people.
01 What's your ambition?
medical science career :D
02 Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
friends... you need to be able to maintain relations with your friends before being able to even smell a bgr
03 Who is the person you trust most?
myself?
04 Do you think you have enough confidence?
confidence in ? .. i don't find that much confidence in my studies now, maybe the best is confidence whilst playing games
05 How many babies do you want?
2 should be great
06 Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
is this meant to be a philosophical question? i saw rainbows after rain before, so yep i believe in it!
07 What is your goal for this year?
finish JC1, at the same time finding things that i truly love
08 Do you believe in eternal love?
its possible... but only when it is a 2-sided affair (and i hope i can be in one :P)
09 Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
never in a relationship before, i wonder who would have done that for me?
10 What feeling do you love most?
happiness, some people say it is love itself... i wonder if it really is a wonderful feeling...
11 What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
if i have the half to even enjoy...
understanding, not tolerance (till the point you can read my mind...)
being open and feel comfortable being with me
12 Which person will you like to find out about most now?
what will other people think if i put the name(s) here
13 What makes you 'high'
mmmm high ? laughter itself ?
having a good friend to really laugh and talk cock with ... yea (jokes included)
14 What does flying mean to you?
nothing. humans cant fly by themselves, the most is free-falling
then again, there was news about this guy who created a REAL working glider
15 What do you crave for the most currently?
days to go pass and stop at desired days
16 How often do you miss your that special someone?
do i have one? :P
if i have one... maybe missing the person whenever i am not with her
17 Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
shorter than me :D
likable
easily high
(5 words already?.. damned)
18 If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
sec1 ... dun ask me why XD
19 What would you do if you had 24 hours left?
spend with my special someone (if there is)
spend with my parents
20 Do you think your blog is frequented?
i am not sure myself. i just know people who visit my blog, and I really thank them for taking time to read my rantings :D
although it'll be nice if more people read though :O
.end.
i have to tag other people too to answer this quiz!
(too bad i cant tag back the tagger :( )
(and too bad the people I want to tag have no blog)
1. felix
2. qiaowei
3. josh
4. wei han
5. wei pin
6. MY CLASS? possible? since my class got a blog anyways? :P
Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Tag people.
01 What's your ambition?
medical science career :D
02 Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
friends... you need to be able to maintain relations with your friends before being able to even smell a bgr
03 Who is the person you trust most?
myself?
04 Do you think you have enough confidence?
confidence in ? .. i don't find that much confidence in my studies now, maybe the best is confidence whilst playing games
05 How many babies do you want?
2 should be great
06 Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
is this meant to be a philosophical question? i saw rainbows after rain before, so yep i believe in it!
07 What is your goal for this year?
finish JC1, at the same time finding things that i truly love
08 Do you believe in eternal love?
its possible... but only when it is a 2-sided affair (and i hope i can be in one :P)
09 Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
never in a relationship before, i wonder who would have done that for me?
10 What feeling do you love most?
happiness, some people say it is love itself... i wonder if it really is a wonderful feeling...
11 What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
if i have the half to even enjoy...
understanding, not tolerance (till the point you can read my mind...)
being open and feel comfortable being with me
12 Which person will you like to find out about most now?
what will other people think if i put the name(s) here
13 What makes you 'high'
mmmm high ? laughter itself ?
having a good friend to really laugh and talk cock with ... yea (jokes included)
14 What does flying mean to you?
nothing. humans cant fly by themselves, the most is free-falling
then again, there was news about this guy who created a REAL working glider
15 What do you crave for the most currently?
days to go pass and stop at desired days
16 How often do you miss your that special someone?
do i have one? :P
if i have one... maybe missing the person whenever i am not with her
17 Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
shorter than me :D
likable
easily high
(5 words already?.. damned)
18 If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
sec1 ... dun ask me why XD
19 What would you do if you had 24 hours left?
spend with my special someone (if there is)
spend with my parents
20 Do you think your blog is frequented?
i am not sure myself. i just know people who visit my blog, and I really thank them for taking time to read my rantings :D
although it'll be nice if more people read though :O
.end.
i have to tag other people too to answer this quiz!
(too bad i cant tag back the tagger :( )
(and too bad the people I want to tag have no blog)
1. felix
2. qiaowei
3. josh
4. wei han
5. wei pin
6. MY CLASS? possible? since my class got a blog anyways? :P
Friday, June 13, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i just realised it has developed and changed so much, at the same time allowing me to grow as well, JC is a real life-changer for me ?
and that there are many challenges posed at me, some possibly completed, and some still ongoing.
whatever the case, i have to keep on going strong... and as what I said in my previous post.. trust is still the key factor
hiding will not work, facing the facts straight will
jia you kevin
stupid blocks
and that there are many challenges posed at me, some possibly completed, and some still ongoing.
whatever the case, i have to keep on going strong... and as what I said in my previous post.. trust is still the key factor
hiding will not work, facing the facts straight will
jia you kevin
stupid blocks
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i just realised to my horror that phone calls incoming and outgoing costs a whopping 50cents each minute.
and i am so dead
cuz my bill came to $25 (after deductions)
and its ONLY due to $30 worth of calls (before subsidized)
my sms didnt bao..
284+ 10 = 294 - 6 away from limit of 300
gg
my father is opening the bill as I am typing this... help
edit:
my father hasnt said a word.. and he put the bill back into the envelope..
OH MY GOD I HOPE IT SPELLS FINE WEATHER
and i am so dead
cuz my bill came to $25 (after deductions)
and its ONLY due to $30 worth of calls (before subsidized)
my sms didnt bao..
284+ 10 = 294 - 6 away from limit of 300
gg
my father is opening the bill as I am typing this... help
edit:
my father hasnt said a word.. and he put the bill back into the envelope..
OH MY GOD I HOPE IT SPELLS FINE WEATHER
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Nanyang Research Programme
Anyways.. today at NTU
omg so fun !
seriously!!!
haha
the project wasn't that imba chiem or hard to understand than I thought
generally quite straightforward.. I guess its the analytical part that is the mind boggling part
haha
feels great to actually be working with "adults" and adults in a research lab in a university.. and its for my own life, not some attachment and stuff
I felt much more prepared about this project than my other projects.. haha maybe because I think I read a considerable amount .. but I think I still have alot of room for improvement
anyways...
my lab is super cozy !!!
haha
they even have a radio/CD player to play music
i think tommorrow (oops tomorrow... haha.. dont whack me ah :) ) i shall bring CDs to play la
then got 3 HC seniors!!!
04 batch
01 batch
and another one i 4got which batch he is from
then got a sister of a J2 student
and then.. there's mr goh yan yih
wheee never see him for so long !!! hehe still as witty and cynical as ever..
hahahaha
suddenly the world super small :D
omg
i am looking forward to tomorrow for my NRP
oh man .. more work! more pressure! i think its just cool hehe
i just hope you do not feel neglected because of my time spent in NRP :P
omg so fun !
seriously!!!
haha
the project wasn't that imba chiem or hard to understand than I thought
generally quite straightforward.. I guess its the analytical part that is the mind boggling part
haha
feels great to actually be working with "adults" and adults in a research lab in a university.. and its for my own life, not some attachment and stuff
I felt much more prepared about this project than my other projects.. haha maybe because I think I read a considerable amount .. but I think I still have alot of room for improvement
anyways...
my lab is super cozy !!!
haha
they even have a radio/CD player to play music
i think tommorrow (oops tomorrow... haha.. dont whack me ah :) ) i shall bring CDs to play la
then got 3 HC seniors!!!
04 batch
01 batch
and another one i 4got which batch he is from
then got a sister of a J2 student
and then.. there's mr goh yan yih
wheee never see him for so long !!! hehe still as witty and cynical as ever..
hahahaha
suddenly the world super small :D
omg
i am looking forward to tomorrow for my NRP
oh man .. more work! more pressure! i think its just cool hehe
i just hope you do not feel neglected because of my time spent in NRP :P
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Monday, June 02, 2008
CO concert 2008
last night went for CO concert: 疏桐流响
ok
don't ask me what it stands for ... haha because i have no idea what it means..
sorry i don't have to show how weak my chinese is :P
anyways....
yea its a totally small world
i saw ALOT of people.. ya alot of people
not only the spectators, but also the performers
let me list all the performers that I saw and I know:
junhui
hwapheng
louis
gerald
christabella (sorry if i spelt your name wrongly)
hanyang
koymin - senior #1
john - senior #2
shiyu - senior #3
(where were you keat?)
and also....
my estate-mate .. meaning i see her now and then !!!
the J2 girl that I take bus with in the morning!!!
... it is not becuz i like/crush/暗恋 them then i put the "!!!".. but rather.. i was surprised at such a small world this is! hehe
sometimes... looking at your friends performing.. you get both a sense of pride as well as envy.. pride as in ... your dear friend is up there performing to scores of people .. and envy because I just wished I could be there as well .. haha ( i want attention .. yes ! )
the music was nice... ok it should be nice.. hehe i paid lehz XD
it was great.. and I like the *rummages for prog booklet* 《老鼠娶亲》part.. the percussionists were funny! hehe.. even though their instruments could only settle for the bass (what high-pitch sounds can you make with drums?) it was enthralling and captivating.. especially with their various actions
however.. this does not mean the rest wasn't nice.
fluent and sharp... professionals i could only say...
hmmmm
yea.. and also this CO concert allowed me to catch up on my good old friends:
weipin
weihan
adrian
kahloke
junlin
omggg miss them haha :P
i think these are the people whom i could really relate to last time... if you know me well.. you know what i mean
haha jiaxi why never go :( .. (anyways i doubt he'll read this)
maybe if some other persons go it'll be a much a better experience.. 4I gang ftw!
i went to this CO concert.. only because to support the 4I friends and my seniors... not that I cant appreciate the music.. but I managed to convince my parents to let me go.. and yep !!!
OH YA.. thx hwapheng for smsing me late in the night... omgg
i dunno why i am a bit high typing this.. even though i am crap dead tired and zzzzzz...
ok
don't ask me what it stands for ... haha because i have no idea what it means..
sorry i don't have to show how weak my chinese is :P
anyways....
yea its a totally small world
i saw ALOT of people.. ya alot of people
not only the spectators, but also the performers
let me list all the performers that I saw and I know:
junhui
hwapheng
louis
gerald
christabella (sorry if i spelt your name wrongly)
hanyang
koymin - senior #1
john - senior #2
shiyu - senior #3
(where were you keat?)
and also....
my estate-mate .. meaning i see her now and then !!!
the J2 girl that I take bus with in the morning!!!
... it is not becuz i like/crush/暗恋 them then i put the "!!!".. but rather.. i was surprised at such a small world this is! hehe
sometimes... looking at your friends performing.. you get both a sense of pride as well as envy.. pride as in ... your dear friend is up there performing to scores of people .. and envy because I just wished I could be there as well .. haha ( i want attention .. yes ! )
the music was nice... ok it should be nice.. hehe i paid lehz XD
it was great.. and I like the *rummages for prog booklet* 《老鼠娶亲》part.. the percussionists were funny! hehe.. even though their instruments could only settle for the bass (what high-pitch sounds can you make with drums?) it was enthralling and captivating.. especially with their various actions
however.. this does not mean the rest wasn't nice.
fluent and sharp... professionals i could only say...
hmmmm
yea.. and also this CO concert allowed me to catch up on my good old friends:
weipin
weihan
adrian
kahloke
junlin
omggg miss them haha :P
i think these are the people whom i could really relate to last time... if you know me well.. you know what i mean
haha jiaxi why never go :( .. (anyways i doubt he'll read this)
maybe if some other persons go it'll be a much a better experience.. 4I gang ftw!
i went to this CO concert.. only because to support the 4I friends and my seniors... not that I cant appreciate the music.. but I managed to convince my parents to let me go.. and yep !!!
OH YA.. thx hwapheng for smsing me late in the night... omgg
i dunno why i am a bit high typing this.. even though i am crap dead tired and zzzzzz...
Sunday, June 01, 2008
只对你有感觉
(飞)无解的眼神心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人
(h)浪漫没天份反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨 wo-oh-ho
(music interlude)
(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的
都不特别
(h)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰
又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱
就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉 wo-ho
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼
我就收敛
(h)马路再宽再远只要你牵
就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴
绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉
(music interlude)
(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
(h)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可 wo-oh-ho
should i just say i love this song? i love to sing this (even with my tone deaf ability) and hopefully... mean it
(飞)无解的眼神心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人
(h)浪漫没天份反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨 wo-oh-ho
(music interlude)
(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的
都不特别
(h)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰
又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱
就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉 wo-ho
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼
我就收敛
(h)马路再宽再远只要你牵
就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴
绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉
(music interlude)
(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
(h)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可 wo-oh-ho
should i just say i love this song? i love to sing this (even with my tone deaf ability) and hopefully... mean it
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